"And i choose to let Him go"
this line is not for heroine purposes
its just a simple line, yet consist of deep feelings

its been awhile
I think what I've done was what is right
and even if its not,i would stand to what i choose
sad? of course, its part of it
but i always believed everything has its reason
and i would like to think and see
that what happen will make both of us better in life,
in our craft and in others

I hate this guilty feeling
but i guess, its one of the consequences i have to face, today, tomorrow and the time that may come
we've come a long way
and that long way is now and finally reaches the end spot
we have to face another step onward
but now,we have different path to take
and have different jungle to venture

as how sad it was to him as much as to me
but that was the best i can give
i don't want to prolong the situation
yes, we have smooth and nice thing
but that nice, smooth and seem perfect was actually not
we have some issues we neglect to tackle
and we just put aside, and that i know was a wrong move
we have this patient with each other,
we have understanding with each other,
we seem to know lots about each other,
but that was not enough to cover what's missing
and what was not there

yes, there is missing for a long time
but that missing thing was always there and has its place
where we both try not to see
i know in future, when we can look back to what was history we made
we have a good memory, and a good lesson
"best lesson in life learned the hard way!"
in this race, when everyone dream a perfect life
has to leave the dreamland and face reality
for there is nothing such as perfect

i know that there are best things that are yet to come for both of us
i would love to see Him happy with His craft and with His princess
He's the last person i want to see hurting
He's a great man and I know that God has plan for everything about his life in the future

We are both part of the same family
and that for sure will never change
Thank you for everything
and I wish you all best in your life
in your craft and with God always

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written 6 months ago
and now its BOOMERANG :((

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nice one....

i like it....

binabasa ko parin to..

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